Its over, its finally over.. *smiles* You know, there is 206 bones in the human body, 8 pints of blood, and 21 long feet of intestine. I never pictured my death to happen the way it did. I just thought id die from the many packs of cigarettes i smoke. My mother always told my i was killing myself, but she never knew i was sleeping next to my killer. Every night, all snuggled up he didn't do it on purpose i swear, he loved me! It just got carried away with the cuts and bruises and many horrible things that scattered across my body. My last night, he made me dress up as a bride. You know, white flowers, long dress. But as the blood from my veins spew over my engagement ring.. i finally gave up. Those last few minutes of life i wasn't scared anymore. I had accepted death, but i could accept the fact that i had to be alone.. without him. He drove me crazy.. I loved him. And I loved him even more when his hands were around my neck.